in my closet...

I just finished cleaning and re-organizing my closet(after a long tym!haha), and guess what i found there? things that i treasured for almost 3 years.nkalimutan ko n nga na nageexist pa pla ung mga things na un. there i found:

-his baby picture
-the box of the ring that he gave me
-our pictures
-the scrabble board that we used to play sa haus nmen, inaabot kme 3 or 4 am. i remember qng wla kme sa sala nsa tapat kme ng haus soundtrippin sa car nya.
-ung inflatable na galing s cuneta astrodome nanood kme UAAP.
-his hankies
-keychains he gave me
-box nung slippers n bday gift nya skin
-sa piece of paper ung schedule nya n sinulat nya pra may copy daw ako.
-pti ung llgyanan ng ice cream na psalubong nya skin kahit that tym galit n galit xa skin.
-kht mga boxes ng chocol8s n bngay nya
-bottle ng perfume and wallet n galing sa sister nya
-his brief(ginamit q xe ngka-stain nq.menstration thing)

so many things..nakakainis ang dami nila. dami ding good memories na ang hrap itapon..there are a lot of things that we've been through like yung tanggapin xa sa haus mging legal kme, ang laking hrap din nun, nag-sign of the cross pa xa nung first time na ihahatid nya q. we were happy, just the two of us not until the last quarter of year 2007(haha..i still remember everything in detail) on and off..thats the end of my "ideal relationship" and the start of "hell" for us.

i never thought aabot lhat sa ganito..

damn u dont know how much it hurts when you miss the things that u used to do before. those times na kaming dalawa lang. yung wala yung "epal". nasasaktan pa din pag may naalala ko na mga bagay n gngwa nmin dati tas ngaun IBANG IBA NA. last option nalang ako. before i was HIS WORLD.. ako lang.. WHY IT CANT BE THE WAY IT WAS BEFORE?

i still chose to TRUST him gang sa pnkahuli but he still chose to BETRAY me..
kahit xa d nya kayang gawin qng anu gnwa qng pag-intinde sknya wag lng mwla lhat ng naumpsahan nmin..